Things on my mind.

This isn't directed at anybody, but there has been a lot on my mind, and what else to do but write it down to try and make it seem less of a burden. I really hate how petty a lot of people are, and even though we are years out of high school how some people seem to think that they are still young enough to act like children, or hormonal teens. 


Ever since I've had to almost death experiences in one year, I have come to realize how the little things shouldn't matter, at all. If you want to have babies, then expect the bad with the good. It's a part of nature to throw up every "morning" and feel like crap for most of it. You know when you get pregnant feel honored and lucky because not everybody can get pregnant, and those people are truly the ones who want children the most. One of my best friend has had a hard time getting pregnant and I know for a fact that she would love, more then anything to throw up just to carry a child. 


If you don't get along with your family, make an effort. Put the little things aside and make it work. It's not worth the heartache of fighting all your life and never having the "time" to work things out. If you don't get along with your in-laws try and find a common ground. You know they won't be around forever. Savor the moments you have with them, because you never know when it's going to be your last chance. Put your pride aside just for a little while,think how lucky you are to have family and friends that truly love you. Another one of my best friend is in Afghanistan....  All she wants is to be is home. While other people complain that they are bored or have nothing to do, or how miserable their life is, she is fighting for YOUR freedom to "complain". And you know another thing....Money doesn't bring happiness. Yes it is a must to live, but with out love you have nothing, and money can't fix that. 


Sometimes I wish that people can be placed in my shoes. I wish some people will get pay cuts that make them have to struggle a little bit to tame their pride. That's fantastic if you can save every month, but you now something, that isn't an option for some people right now. Finding out you have Cancer with no health insurance kind of puts a damper in your budget! And being told you can't go to work because of this illness for a few years...and you can't get disability. I'm not complaining (okay maybe I am) but i'm so thankful to be alive. Just don't make others feel terrible that they can't provide, or they need to be doing more. It hurts. 


We are all guilty of being petty at some point in time, and we have the right to complain. but stop doing it ALL the time. Find something good in life at least once a day! Find things around you that you can be thankful for! Love on your family, make sure they know you love them before it's to late. Make the change in your life for the better.